Being in it

One of the things that God was telling me this year would be about was Belief. I am never sure how these things will play out during the year but right now I feel full of belief. One of the desires of my heart was to meet a guy and start building a relationship and in this season of my life God is allowing that to happen. And in true God fashion this is more then I could have imagined. This guy is someone who is willing to walk with me where I am, he is respectful, and caring. He is someone that I am excited to journey with to see where God is taking us.

Do I know right now if this is the guy I am going to Marry? No...and that is the best part. I am tired of feeling the pressure of Christian relationships and the idea that if you date it means you are going to get married. I am with this guy because he makes me feel safe and right now that is all that matters. He is someone that I want to learn and discover things together with, someone I want to spend time with, and someone who brings so much joy into my life. This is what I have been holding onto belief for...because not just any guy was going to be able to come into my life and make me feel this way.

I love that God brings things into our lives when we need them and when we are ready for them. I am still believing God for things and right now living in this belief has been making my heart bubble over with joy and happiness. Every broken heart and tear from the past doesn't seem to matter...because God is bigger then all those things and has helped me move past the baggage. I am living in belief and love the road so far.